and i can’t believe
the weird thing is that i never felt like you were all the way here yet all the way dear yes. girl, Don’t Ever Doubt i did feel you were a friend. hell you almost felt like a daughter and that must be why this hurts so. and i can’t believe you’re gone. it’s a constant struggle attempting to understand why bad people happen to good souls and how life curdles on the sweetest folks and why Our Father wants the Angels first. and i can’t believe you’re gone and i almost can’t even believe you were here and i can’t believe i couldn’t do anything and i can’t believe you weren’t even near