i’m hoping you know
that though i badly need the dough in question
i’d rather work all through the night
into two next days,
and know you were safe and well,
than have you in danger to bring me something i can get on my own.

i so appreciate you and everything you do for me
just remember that if you’re low
so am i
and it’s better that we both get full on our outside sources
than be half empty for the sake of each other.