i’m sure that i can’t ever drink you down the way i would like and hold you inside me where you would merge with my being and become 70% of my existence and yet still you. so. i want to merge you with my air consume you by lighting you up toke hold exhale and from so much of you even as you are surely bad for me i could see you written prettily on my air and when i got you out you’ll still be in my hair even when you aren’t physically there and in this way you would become more a part of me than any other tall drink of water than any other purity that could enter me how much more alive can you be than both in my lungs and on my breath and how beauty …. to be in unity yet simultaneously setting you free? only problem with this joy is one day you’ll surely kill me…