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you make me blush
at a smile from you
and after your touch

i know what junkies go through
wanting to be high
wanting to be high

and i
know it is not natural for my skin to ache
when your chest
does not flatten my breasts

but im not concerned with
whether or not my mind is bent

i just want another hit
i just want another hit
i want to be

blunted

on your love
to breathe your kisses on my skin in
and love that pain which results
when

your hairs aren’t mingling with mine.
your eyes lock us in between time.
you get me lost in your rhythm and rhyme

and i

flush
blush
rush to your
touch.

and i
lust
til i
bust

oh, damn
i wanna
fuck.

but no go
cuz you’re 2 hours away.

and so i will call
and ain’t got shit to say.

just i want to get high
on knowing you’re there
and your voice makes me have to wring out
my underwear.

though you’ve said nothing sexual
just wanted to ask
how my day was and how i plan to get past
these days
these nights

without you near

so i
cry
sigh
bloodshot are
my eyes

but i
stay strong
as i long
but
mmm-damn
i want to die.

but i’ll keep it togehter
until that day whenever
i see you again
my lover
my friend
and as i wait for your presence
to beam me up

i will think of your love
and
i
will
Blush.

* the audio version never follows the written exactly. Also, I recorded it in phone quality on purpose- it’s supposed to sound like a voicemail message.