for a second there
just a second
i was starting to think i made a mistake
starting to to think letting you in was not the smartest move
but now?
after yesterday?
i’m sure this was the right path
positive you were the right choice
i know i haven’t picked someone who was wrong for me
i know i haven’t deluded myself into another adventure with unavailability
and to think i wandered into this thinking
this was short term fun.
rather than a slow, easy journey to a new joy.
If only i could explain what you’ve done for me
just by being you
if only i could find a way to reciprocate for everything you do
at the moment, the only thing i think of
is to maintain an oral recognition
of the regal manner in which you’re fulfilling all my wishes
especially the ones I didn’t know I had.
you’re a genuine diamond
your sparkle blinds me
and from my heart to yours my lion
your shine will never go unappreciated.
Tinu, what did he do?
How vulnerable and courageous of you.
Hugs,
Iyabo
He… affirmed my role in his life. He put me first. He kept doing what he does, being who he is. He cherished me. He held me. He shared with me. He listened to me. He respected me. He turned me on and out. He kissed me. He hugged me. He… calmed me. He cared for me.
Thanks for the love coach. We must talk today. I should be free for an hour or so after 3. :)