Good. Mostly. Since December, so much has changed. I can’t even get into all of that. Shortlist.

• After a very strong Christmas season, changing business model
• Healthwise, got better, then much worse, then better that the worse, but not as better as before.
• Can now walk up to a mile unassisted. Big deal.
• Sister had twin newborns at the end of May.
• I’ve had to take 6 hours off my daily schedule to allow for time with Sister’s older twins.

I’m on a health and personal economic down-swing. Seeing a new doctor on Friday, paying cash of course. It’s a pain management specialist, because living with this pain has become a special challenge. And because my sister and my mother are insisting. I’m pretty sure the doctors will say the same thing they have always said and I will have wasted my money.

But maybe if a DOCTOR tells the world I need to rest, and heal, for about a year before I can expect the pain to abate, everyone will listen when I say it. Or I’ll stop saying yes to helping everyone else with their problems before I help myself with my own life.

I did have this great dream though. I dreamt that some friends and I went to the Orleans in Las Vegas together, and that they were having some unusual problems that made our stay less than enjoyable. But because the cashier had cashed some $50,000 insurance check I’d brought (who gets insurance checks for $50k? But whatever), we could afford to go stay in adjoining suites at “theHotel” at Mandalay Bay, my favorite hotel a ways up the Strip.

We were about to leave when I woke up, but here’s the weird thing.

That $50k thing kept coming up. And in the dream, I had this second awareness that said felt that this had happened somewhere in the past, so where was the money in my life today?

I woke up feeling like there’s some money that was coming to me from a past success that simply has not arrived yet… and it felt impending, like it’s About to happen. And I couldn’t get away from thinking of it in that amount.

So, since this type of weird premonition has come true on so many other occasions, I thought I’d record it here. Pray for me!