dearest,

drink of me.

yours am i to partake of, lips to kiss, arms to hold.
i’m lost in the ocean of you, salty snippets of paradise plastered wetly to me at night…
you, so dear to me, it almost scares me to speak of this origin inside me
the beginning of love.

lain, so prone to new possibilities of life, produced the secret to my new impregnation
full i am, with you. my soul hangs low to the ground dressed to the nines with abandon
nourishment neglected in the face of my attempts at denial
framed logic in questions
how
why
now?

you are always present in my mind’s palace of pleasure
where each jewel is a glowing thought of your magnificence
i lay here impregnated with so much love struggling to come out
wondering if this birth of you within is celebrated too soon
am i premature in my wanderings, wondering if i can grasp
my own answers to your newness and pull them through.

only emotion can answer the inquiries of this idle mind
…for all the answers lie within you
genius of art scripted oiled melodied symphonied…
…for all the answers lie within you
visions of divinitity as apparition, haunting all my nows with your eternal eyes
…for all the answers lie within you
aroma of strength wafting towards me, wrapping me in your truth
…for all the answers lie within you
mind made for molecules to meander into meaning and manuver miracles
….yes… all the answers to why i could love you
….yes… all the answers to the hows and whens
lie within my inspiration
you.
and who would not be powerless
in the face of that merciless glory?

so.
drink of me.

silk lined sensuality seals this echo where i kneel
ironically
in prayer
casting light to shine on you in your life’s bondage

…never written anniversaries of my heart before
…never opened this particular door
but now
somehow
you scatter enlightenment
where radiance has never been.

and yet here i am
shining like the inception of pure light
floating like raindrops to the ground in spring
embracing earth with all its devotion
appearing to construct the future foundation on which we exist
on which
we
exist…

and it is here that i lay
wrapped in the majesty of your beauty
swimming in the most complete sensation i’ve ever felt
plugged into your soul
in a place where a we could exist
painted flushed by this bliss
offering you something no one has ever had…
complete trusting dedication
and possession of my soul…
so please, drink
my waters for you are eternal.
and i seek to quench your thirst for forever.